Saturday, June 13, 2009

Another Adjustment

So when I went for my 33 week OB appointment last Thursday, the doc decided it was time to pull me out of work completely. She thinks the stress and hours (even working from home) are too much and we need to keep this little guy in and comfy for a few more weeks. I know this is what is best and I can honestly say that there were many moments I prayed for this to happen, but now that it has, I'm struggling! I know, there is no making me happy huh??? ;-) The partners I work with are so fabulous and understanding that they want me to just focus on me and the baby to the point that I feel completely cut off. I realize they are trying to be helpful but I feel so left out all of a sudden and not needed. I'm sure this sounds crazy but oh well, we'll blame it on the pregnancy hormones. G thinks that it will take me a couple of weeks to get used to this but that eventually I will be happy about it. I'm sure he's right but at the moment, my ego is bruised realizing they can get along just fine without me . . . guess I'm not as indispensable as I thought :) Alli of course thinks this is a great turn of events!

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